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Gak ngerti gw sama pemikiran cowo, "kalo sama2 suka ya harus pacaran"

Karena pikiran gw adalah, "kalo sama2 suka ya harus nikah nantinya"

Apa yang namanya pacaran segitu pentingnya?

Well, sekarang kita jadian, and then i become like you so much, i hard to forget you, 

It's... complicated, i hate "bond"

It would just two bonds in my life. As a CHILD. And as a WIFE.

You think i'm an old person? Yes i am.

And i realy HATE you!!!! When you said, "oke, i'm fine if you reject me"

FIRST! It's not a rejection!!! Totally not!!!

Like i said before "we have three things"

First you are younger than me, well, it's not a matter for us, 

Second, you are my bestfriend, if you ok, not with me, I HATE TO LOSE A FRIEND. Because you never know how it feels when nobody beside you. I dont want to feel it once more. NEVER.

Third, our religion, i never said this directly to you. But actually that is the biggest trouble, there is no guarantee that you will 'follow' me. Then what? Forget everything we feels? I's not funny......

"why we has different religion?"

That question always remaind in my mind, and make me hurt...

You should know that...

"Buka mata hati telinga
Sesungguhnya masih ada yang lebih penting dari sekedar kata cinta
Yang kau inginkan tak selalu yang kau butuhkan
Mungkin memang yang paling penting
Cobalah untuk membuka mata hati telinga"

Mata Hati Telinga - Maliq & D Essentials

Regards: Shiroko