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There is something i want, deep inside my heart..

“People who always waiting for me. Who accept me as it was. People who always cheer me up when i’m down. “

And not my parents, because they always love me in any condition, without any ‘condition’, i love them like they love me, but not like i love my self. Because i doubt if i love my self.

There are so much lights in the roads, those traffic lights, and so many people in my life everyday, the good, the bad. They are become one. A life. A life that i hate. A life that i love. A life that i wanted to left. A life that i miss then. Life that i have.

If there is someone, who always watching on me. In every single moment that i have. I hope you understand that i hate so many things in my life, and regreting so many things too.

“Don’t try to live so wise.

Don’t cry cause you’re so right.

Don’t dry with fake or fears.

Cause you will hate yourself in the end.”

The things that i have. The things that i don’t have yet.

The love. The hate. You will never know when i hate you, or if i love you.

#Regards: Kuroko